Today is Thursday. That means I have what is left of today and then tomorrow left of my spring break. Then it's back to school and back to testing. PAWS. They claim it stands for: Proficiency Assessment for Wyoming Students. Ha. I think it actually means: Punishment for All Wyoming Students. Because that's all it is, a bunch of meaningless mumbo-jumbo questions that aren't even that important. Wasting my time, is what they're doing...
So. I have nothing to do today. Practically all of my friends are out of town for spring break. I wasn't able to go anywhere because my mom has to work so no vaca for me. And then the friends who are in town can't really do anything due to the face that their parents also have to work. The world is a cruel place.
So I am now just blogging to blog. Why? Because I can. And because I have no life and there's nothing better to do. I have already spent meaningless hours on MySpace and after a while, even that can get boring. YouTube has no new videos so there goes that idea. And all the stories I'm interested in and am reading on fanfiction.net are not being updated because the writers simply refuse to update them for whatever reason. I would update some of my own stories that readers have been patiently waiting for for probably 3 months, if not more, but my computer is old and retarded and now the Microsoft Word program has magically disappeared. So once again, there goes that idea.
I am bored. I am always bored, it seems. You can only spend so much time on the computer. You can only watch TV so long before you feel like your eyes are going to explode and you constantly think "Haven't I seen this episode???". I did that last night. I was watching South Park on TV since I couldn't get to sleep ((I rarely ever can)) and I watched it clear to last five minutes when I realized "I've seen this episode twice already..." Don't you hate it when life does that to you?
I missed American Idol last night. Was at Wal-Mart with my mom. We had gone to Applebee's and gotten something to eat and then headed to Wally World for some stuff we needed. I knew AI would be on at 8:00pm so I made sure to keep checking the time. Suddenly, I looked at my watch and it was 9:00pm! How I spent two whole hours at Wal-Mart, I'll never know.
Does anyone know who got voted off last night? I'll have to find out from someone. I need to stay updated on these things...
Can you tell I'm bored? Heck, I'm probably boring you with my nonstop rambling about stupid things that you don't even care about and with complaining about how bored I am. I just need something to do so, as I said before, I'm blogging to blog.
Well, I guess I'll go and find something to do. I'll talk to you later... hope your life is more exciting than mine right now.
Peace everyone. Have a fun week. Happy Easter, by the way. Early, I know. But I just thought of it and had to say it. Well, bye. Peace
-kelsi
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Where does the time go?
Just the other day I was thinking... when did it get to be 2007? When did I stop being a kid and become a teenager? How long will that last before I become an adult? It's something everyone wonders but I don't think anyone knows, really. Then again, does anyone really know anything?
Life. It's extremely confusing, don't you think? I mean, seriously. Every corner you turn, you're faced with conflicts and decisions to make. Does it never end? Sometimes, I'll be sitting somewhere and I'll be thinking and I find, I can't remember lots of stuff. Time has gone by so quickly, I wasn't able to capture the moments as they flew past me. That's hard. When life gets tough, it's nice to have a kid memory to look back on. Some time when you were running around in your backyard with your friends playing a stupid game of tag. No matter how silly it is, it's still nice to be able to go back and remember there was a time in your life when things were simple and you didn't have to worry.
I guess this just goes to show you really do have to live every day to the fullest. Once it's gone, you can never get it back. And when life gets to going too fast, sometimes you just have to take the time to slow it down. You have to make moments last because if you don't, they'll be gone and you'll be stuck with no memories other than ones you don't want to remember and the main reason you have those are because they were so difficult to get through that they stick with you.
That's another thing I have to ponder... why do we always seem to remember the hard parts about life better than the good parts? Is that simply some sort of test to see how strong we are? Who really knows? I sure don't, though I wish I did.
Everything we do in life is a decision, and each of those decisions takes us down a path. Every time we make a decision, the way that road goes can change, depending on how we choose. So make each choice worthwhile. Live everyday to it's fullest because you never know when it could be your last.
How are people remembered? Are we remembered for the way we lived... or the way we died? Maybe that also depends on the person and the choices they made. I know one thing is for sure... we are definitely remembered by the way we loved and by the way we were loved in return.
Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Work like you don't need the money. And live like it's Heaven on earth.
Don't be afraid your life will end... be afraid it will never begin. Live a life worth living and worth remembering. Don't waste your time, obviously there isn't much time to go around. Don't live in the past, it cannot be changed. Don't live for the future, it may never come. Today is a gift, that's why it's called the Present
Have a nice day, everyone. Peace
-kelsi
Life. It's extremely confusing, don't you think? I mean, seriously. Every corner you turn, you're faced with conflicts and decisions to make. Does it never end? Sometimes, I'll be sitting somewhere and I'll be thinking and I find, I can't remember lots of stuff. Time has gone by so quickly, I wasn't able to capture the moments as they flew past me. That's hard. When life gets tough, it's nice to have a kid memory to look back on. Some time when you were running around in your backyard with your friends playing a stupid game of tag. No matter how silly it is, it's still nice to be able to go back and remember there was a time in your life when things were simple and you didn't have to worry.
I guess this just goes to show you really do have to live every day to the fullest. Once it's gone, you can never get it back. And when life gets to going too fast, sometimes you just have to take the time to slow it down. You have to make moments last because if you don't, they'll be gone and you'll be stuck with no memories other than ones you don't want to remember and the main reason you have those are because they were so difficult to get through that they stick with you.
That's another thing I have to ponder... why do we always seem to remember the hard parts about life better than the good parts? Is that simply some sort of test to see how strong we are? Who really knows? I sure don't, though I wish I did.
Everything we do in life is a decision, and each of those decisions takes us down a path. Every time we make a decision, the way that road goes can change, depending on how we choose. So make each choice worthwhile. Live everyday to it's fullest because you never know when it could be your last.
How are people remembered? Are we remembered for the way we lived... or the way we died? Maybe that also depends on the person and the choices they made. I know one thing is for sure... we are definitely remembered by the way we loved and by the way we were loved in return.
Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Work like you don't need the money. And live like it's Heaven on earth.
Don't be afraid your life will end... be afraid it will never begin. Live a life worth living and worth remembering. Don't waste your time, obviously there isn't much time to go around. Don't live in the past, it cannot be changed. Don't live for the future, it may never come. Today is a gift, that's why it's called the Present
Have a nice day, everyone. Peace
-kelsi
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